"I'm picking me apart again"
The moments when I pick myself apart is the most hardest one because when others try to pick me apart I can easily defend myself by thinking or saying "you don't know a da*n thing about me" but when it's me picking myself apart I can't say the same thing can I?
How am I gonna say to myself "you don't know a da*n think about yourself"? That would sound like I am totally lost and have no conscience at all
The process is indeed hard "like opening the wound" but after that I'll be in my way in owning my journey
"I don't want to be the one the battles always choose"
I can start choosing my battle instead of letting the battles choosing me
"Memories consume" don't let yourself being eaten by your memories
It's okay to distance yourself from your past, to choose not to relive it everyday
"I don't know how I got this way. I know it's not alright"
As long as I can bravely admit I am not alright
Held your head high, and say
"I'm breaking the habit tonight"
Breaking The Habit : Song and Lyrics by Linkin Park